Archive for June, 2005

7th gate

Thursday, June 30th, 2005

like me,your eyes seek solitude among all this wretchedness.

like me, you speak of bitterness yet you strongly believe in lifes sweetness.

like me, you find comfort within your friends.

like me, youre looking at the eyes of a lost soul.

and like you, im looking for a companion to share all this excitement =)

moving things and the effects it has on me

Thursday, June 30th, 2005

the world is spinning and so is my freakin head. i just cant figure out why certain things happen ( sometimes it really helps not to think at all) and why the past still has an effect on me despite my efforts to move on; this has got to do with the constant movement of this sori planet and patterns of life that is very obvious yet confusing, such obscurity….we live in a short span of time but for me its too long becoz of the pains that it offered me and i dont want more of this butbutbut i just cant quit! theres gotta be more to life than this vortex that im in; maybe someday ill find the right place,time and partner heheh and by the force of the eternal light the world will move in another direction and my life wont be as boring as it is now …as for today i must move with space and drift with the leaves that are aimlessly moving with the wind. kopimasho anyone??? =p

halo you

Saturday, June 25th, 2005

Ã…ngels and Devils unite!

longing.waiting.smiling.

Saturday, June 25th, 2005

teks me more for i love that feeling everytime i see ur name on my celscreen. i dream for a hug from you who i think would help me get through all the bullcrap that im yet to encounter. hold me when you see me, ok? for i know id remember and cherish it for the rest of my life! look at me! ama loco forya and it feels as if im in front of ya! =) and here i am! im smiling! waiting for the day our eyes would meet (again) and on that day id most probably win the happiestest man of the second! ill wait.

~cant wait to live every moment (every breath)  with you. you know who you are! or you dont!?? hahaahah cya!

schixband

Saturday, June 25th, 2005

im into that ancient practice that a few pipol still follow: monogamy. ‘we’ have to be cautious coz there are those pipol who has the ability to morph anytime they want to..

and i can feel that u aint fake at all! and you believe in one love, one lifetime! so cmon and ill give you a spear for you to pierce through my heart and cut through the pact.

~ahmishu soooooooooo.

one moment at a time

Tuesday, June 14th, 2005

thankYOU!! for the movies,redHorse headaches!,sheesha and them good times!

and yeah thankYOOOU for sharing life with me. the good times are the best! the bad times! WOW! thats what im here for; to stay by your side whenever ur down and feeling ugly.

hope to cya guys again!

i know,you know…. i love all of ya even if i dont say it that much. PEACE OUT!!!! =p much love - xandur-

rubberboat

Sunday, June 12th, 2005

i dun believe in long distance relationship but im willing to have a heartache once again for this coz i never had a smile like this in a long time.

life took a wrong turn since the day i lost a good friend and i thought that this scars wont heal. you know you inspire me and every buzz that i get from you keeps me healthy. i need help and with you i know id help myself full bars! to wait forya is a blessing for me. god! where have u been? i miss you soso much, cmon and ill hold ya forever if thats possible. =)

baygon for bygones!

Friday, June 3rd, 2005

ehehe sux. dont be an immature ass! try amonia+bleach instead hehehe btaw. share nako ninyo ang pinakapayter na advice na gihatag sakong migos! ug mao na ni: face ur shit! nd dun believe in fairytales….. maypa mo inom mog tubig kung sapoton mo! ingon pa sakong migo na si pugi! "makapabugnaw sa utok! makawagtang sa kasapot!" ingats mo tanan. yaw padala sa ka wai au sa kalibutan and im not saying  na wa gyuy au ang kalibutan! moagi gyd ta tanan ug kasakit! heheh pasensya wa koi tulog! migaw ko ninyo tanan!!!!!! atubanga ang mga kasakit!! lihok ta na?! =)

piercings and butterflies

Friday, June 3rd, 2005

it wouldve been a hapi moment!

as the needle sliced through my skin i felt the full impact of loneliness and then I became numb. Why think of her? Why long for someone to hold me while im in pain? Oh yeah! Ama sissy! I hate needles and here I am! Im about to get my tongue pierced. Y? coz I want to feel again. I want to face my fear. I want to face you.

call it stupidity or masochism! I was hapi being sad with her! =c this is it! Thers no turning back. I cant! I wont! I musnt. Yeah. I miss you too.