naked.

  We could write our names here in the mud
No one’s around to see them
We could hang our shoes right here in a tree
No one’s around to steal them
I could give you a star
You could give me one too
That way we’d be even
And I could sing this song way out of tune
And not care a bit about it

Cars break and people break down and other things break down too
So lets go down together
Down together
Down together
Together
Lets go down together
Down together

haaaaaaaaay……..here i am again! with ‘MY’ songs and my dreams and my longingS! here i am again! staring at this lyrics wondering if this stuff can really happen or this is just a vision from a dreamer like me. i want you. yes.you can see it in my eyes,dontcha? lets just take things slowly, everything happened soooooo fast! way to fast and im afraid that itll end as fast as it has had started. yeah. i consider it a fable but its not that sad as you think it is! i still believe in fairytales ,ya know!?…  call me stupid. i rilyrily do! even after wot happened to me. pleaseplease.  gimme time to think , i dun want to rush things… fairytales can come true if you will for it, if you work hard for it, if you value it and try to fight for every trials that comes to you and your partners way, if you treat ur partner as a prince/princess, if you dont look at things always as a ‘happily evur after’ affair and the most important thing (for me) C-O-M-M-I-T-M-E-N-T. rily wish that youll be my fairytale.

The first star I see may not be a star.
We can’t do a thing but wait.
So let’s wait for one more.
The time such clumsy time in deciding if it’s time.
I’m careful but not sure how it goes.
You can loose yourself in your courage.
The mindless comfort grows when I’m alone with my ‘great’ plans.
This is what she says gets her through it:
"If I don’t let myself be happy now then when?"
If not now when?
When the time we have now ends.
When the big hand goes round again.
Can you still feel the butterflies?
Can you still hear the last goodnight?
Close my eyes and believe wherever you are, an angel for me.

-jimmy eat world-

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i dont care bout your past
lets start a new life together
you and me,away from all the lies that we experienced
i really dont care what people think
im ready to bleed again 
ill take the chance
just hope youll see past this reflection of a dirty soul
hope that you wont give-up easily
hope that you will stay by my side through everything.HOPES.
heal my soul.
make me believe again that love is an inspiration not easily thrown away.
i want to hug life with you….hell! i want to hug you.

yeah. "walk into this world with your headUP high!" walk like nobody owes you shiiit, but not too proud,  coz this is how were supposed to live! walk the road of life with them friends and walk it with a  big smile on your face. smell the breeze ,talk to the leaves and just let go of every doubts and fears. murag loco pro who gives a shit!? do anything thats "healthy" forya. drink a coffee, eat champorado  or just sit in silence alone or with a friend. life is good despite every blackhole once in a while! yeah. its worth the fight! and the bleeding for i have my superfriends with meh. for today and the days to come! ill surely walk with my headup hi  for you guys,hope kamo sad =). loooooooooooooooooooooooooovya ol.

today im drunk again, its been the 4th day that im tipsy hehe tipsy lang. i had 1 red horse bottle! thats a big improvement for me hehe from 1 san mig light to 1 red horse! wipeee im geing stronger! whapak. my goal is one bottle of tanduay harhar …. im just so sad. why? i saw one of my sis crying and i feel so useless, i want to do sumfin, i just dun know what to do. the world is so sad, its filled with misery. yup. everbody knows that. i just hope that everbody has an inspiration to move on. lil things counts! i get a smile becoz i eat tempura or binignit and thats a big help for me. nothin big. im a simple guy and im hapi that i have simple friends hu cares for me. im so blessed and i want to share it to everybody. how i wish id find a world where everbody knows nothin, then in that world ill find sum1who will explore it with me. ryt now im afraid to get into a relationship, im too hapi and i dun want to mess sumbody elses life. sumtimes. sumtimes. i just wish and wish and wish that the pipol around me wud find infinite peace within their hearts. i mean thers always problems but i hope they find sumfin/sum1 thatll make them think that life aint that shitty. woop. better stop. im staring at a vortex i just cant explain and its draining me hehe one more beer for today then im good. oh yeah. i have no class tomorrow and i have the whole day to sleep..wish itd be forever. i rily want to sleep the eternal rest heheheheh sooooo hapi i want nothin more.

got two pillows today-andi and timmy- named it after these two angels who makes my life more exciting. yeah. this positive energy that i get everytime life gets shitty and dull i owe to this two cherubims. i dun want nothing more on my birthday, to hug this two lifesavers is all that matters to me,ow. aside from the tsoklits and sweets heheahharhar no. rily. im starting to love cebu again and im ready to create moments with them angels,good or bad it doesnt matter. and heres my letter to ya.

andibanandi.

thanx 4 being so sweet. thankYOU for running towards me just to hug me even if ur shoes hurts ya. thanx for the medicine you gave to me -my stomache aint that shitty anymore-4 tablets very 2 hours hehehe thanx 4 being spontaneous, for the smile everytime i cya, for the gudnyts and switdreams, for listening to my problems, for sharing ur life with me. i have a lot to thank you for and if i keep on thanking you this wont end….hope to cya next wik. this wik was a blast! another hapi memory thatll rejuvunate me everytime i feel soo old and worn out. thankYOU! lotsa hugz and smile next time i cya. lovya amiga.

timmy!

sweet and caring. thanx for letting me bite you hehe i know it hurts. i have a nasty teeth. not my fault, ur soo freakin sweet i cant express how i feel forya thats why i bite you nlang. ow. the best bday gift so far! u made me cry. yeah. i admit it, i freakin cried. i dun cry that easily ya know. ow. u dismantled my ass but thats ok! may xandur the fr0g rest in peace. u shouldve let me gnaw my own bones. anyhu. lemme hug you on my bday hehe gimme something to look forward to, gimme a big smile. lovya amiga. onw big tyt hug the next time i cya. taker always.

muchmuchmuch love to the both of ya - xandurrrrr