naked.

i want to be ur right arm.
ur critic for the rest of ur life.
i will try and try and try to make yew smile.
i wont leave you. not for somthing. not for somebody.
i want to be urs forever, so please let meh.
i will hold on to you even if you will loose interest in me.
i will choose to commit, and by doing so i will choose the hardest path just to be with you.
i will not complicate things. i will love you….always and forever.
oh ayyayaay ai miss you. salamat sa pagpukaw nako =)

I would like to say hi to this crazy world that were living in.
Hi to timmy! A crazy girl in this crazy world that were in.
To an insane creature that is about to become a deeee jay.
To a trippy conversation that’ll  soon invade the air of tomorrow.
Hi hay hi!

Ow yeah. Hi to lamar heheh
“I cant afford anything, life is so expensive! Its so sad they dint taught us that in school”- hope I write it correctly hehehe lamarlamarlamar. Dun 4get meh shawarma okes? PEACE OUT II.

"i believe that what you do with flowers reveals
what you do with your love"… and she threw away
the flowers i gave her hahahahaahh ohoi.
thankYOU for setting me free. first hapeeehapee
smilesmile st. patricks day =)
~to the part of this world unreachable by my
words. hope ur A ok! beeee well.
~to my friends! -no gf since birth gang headed by
pres. miki valer and vp tomas aquino- its not that
bad suckers! hehe
~to my parents! keep on flowing =)
~to my sister dear! ate jan. haha youyuoyuoyou.
col me please! u deserve the best and i think
(hopefully) he is z best forya =)
~to the spligid gang! hapeee anniversariray! keep
on spligiding! fuckit! wish i was there withya!
packpackpack
~wastedhearts. its part of life! MOVE ON. grab a
beer,spread some tears but dont get stuck up in
that state…learn. flow.

-and for meh. im sososo hapee so hope ur hapee
to! kamo tanan mga lecheha mo hehehe

the sun had gone awol again, thank god! jesus almighty harbringer of good weather. i can feel the warmth of the cool weather as it sprinkled itself into my face singing madonnas song ‘like a virgin’ or so i heard sumfin like that- a fresh post pop feeling of being old yet  fresh. i can feel my youth flowing wildly through my veins wanting to escape the emptiness thats been howling in my head, a familiar feeling my resistors cant handle; i never felt so unsure about how and what to feel since my bestfriend drank a bottle of yakult in front of me, staring at my eyes cold and amazed by her newly found achievement- and he cant escape- so. there i was in the friendly weather drenching myself not because i miss the feeling of water on my mangy skin but because weather like that one always cheers me up. it holds sumfin within me,sumfinsumfin i cant explain. its just that  everytime i hear the sound of rain i get comfortable, the same level of comfiness i get everytime i eat a box of choklits. i walked and walked and walked til the sweet taste sored my throat and the unwelcome feeling of boredome got hold of me. still i walked aimlessly to the soccer fields of my school, not knowing where to go or what to do. i have money but i dont want to waste it- wasting it means playing DOTA for ten hours- i had a grand book with me but the pages seems to heavy to open. yeah. im on lazy mode again i told myself trying to find a reason for something nothing. im just sad i guess. happy maybe. contented? too contented. someone explain to me what im feeling right now =c
havta go study. im wasting time reflecting on things like this.

beside myself again,thinking. wasting alota brain cells on unecessary things.
anyhu; hours ago i was talking to my good friend janess about my ‘perfuk gurlfriend’ =) i told her that she must own a sarong and if she has none id gladly buy one for her and that id wear a fuckin smile (a big one) whenever she wears it; another must be!- like me she loves to eat peanut butter and jelly, and with her sarong and my skilt wed walk at the beach,or the boulevard,or sumwer ,and eat our peanut butter and jelly while i stare at her hehe fuckit. dream ooooown suckah! hey jan! thanx for listening, and you bastards joey and reu! stop singing that ulan song! fuck! ur stepping on my aura yew mofos! ow. another night! another useless but fun conversation with my super friends! we talked about okra for more than half the time we spend together and i did have fun! this is the real meaning of friendship! talking bout okra for hours and not geing bored at the damn topic. cheeeez. i miss missing someone and doing trippy things with a special sum1! but its ol good! itll come. yeah. for ol of you gurls who luvs to wear sarong! wear it more coz i freakin love to watch yew heeh at least ur making sum1 hapeeee heheheh and for them sarong makers! i love you! watatataata beautiful product! =) yeah im bored! someone shoot me! =p