naked.

i lie down

comfy hammock on my back

i stared at the sky

and i saw ur face flashing amongst the stars

somehow i felt sad

drained by the fact that youre too far to hold

a blackhole engulfing me

and the sea inviting me to sleep with her

i am humbled but id stay where i am

coz it is here that i get a big chance to see you

hope all goes well my beloved flower

bruises in my heart i tried laughing my way out of this misery….i just cant escape.

cursed by the worldly pleasures, the things that i cant control. signals that wont let me hold you. it wouldve been better if everythings better. it wouldve been smooth if and only if…the things that i cant answer, the questions that i cant ask. the pointless words that need not pierce our hearts. i am hollow. i am insane. i feel numb, i feel pain. i miss you. talk to me.