naked.

all i ever wanted in this lifetime is one woman to share life with me.
imperfections are ok with me as long as shes REAL, as long as she knows how to commit.
in this world where nothing is permanent i wish to have someone wholl stay by my side through everything. it gets me sometimes, i feel that nobodys out there for me, that everybody has schemes inside their heads. im tired of relationships that are only there foe company, i reallyreally wish for a relationship that knows how to endure, the kind of relationship thatll last, someone wholl sitck with me through thick and thin. i want someone wholl watch movies with me, im a freakin lowlife, i only need someone to breathe, someone wholl hug me through the night. someone who knows the real meaning of life- PAIN AND SUFFERING. i wish to see you soon.

i wonder whats in a baby that makes me sosososo happy, when i see one i get excited, adrenaline flows within my system and i all i want to do is touch and hold em.i also want to sit on them (sa ka gigil), i grind my teeth and try to imagine that im chewing them baby cheeks! so freakin adorable.

minutes ago i was with my nephews- guile (3years old), shawn ( 2 years old), and cheska (half a month old). they make me want to scream and jump around the house, like an excited doogie waiting for its master to throw em bones. i hugged them one by one, not to tight, coz im afraid that im going to break their fragile bones. i just cant contain my excitement, i wanted to stay in our house and be with them the entire year. oh! and yeah! they kissed me coz i gave em biscuits and i made them a pineapple juice- guile and shawn. one of the best feelings i want to experience from time to time.

im thinking, when will i get my share? my own baby to cuddle and bite, my own sweet smelling angel. havta make one soon hahaha wish me luck. btaw. i can wait! ill wait till im responsible enough, right now im going to find the right mother for my future babieSSSS hehehe hopefully theres someone out there for me.