naked.

to love the person you love or the person who loves you…

hmMMmmm. argumentative essay bulcrap! what side  am i in??? my friends asked me. I answered in a flash, of course ill go with the person that i love and   who loves me in return heheh you got to have the best of both worlds. they told me  to choose  one, just one. ok. so i said ill definitely go to the person who loves me in return………and the person thatll make my heart beat HAHAHAHA  btaw. if given one choice,only one. i think id get stuck choosing and ill end up with a doggie, not a bad choice.

after drinking loads of beer, and listening to the two sides I silently asked myself a series of questions - first, what if theres only one choice? second, ‘who chooses who?’ third, ‘where the fuck did we really came from and why do we have to choose?!!! as if we have a choice. lastly, whoS going to puke tonight?! hehe messy questions from a messed up brain, thanx to malt. anyhu, back to the argument. I really dont want to take sides, its too complicated. why settle for less when we can always choose the best. that when we love ourselves and we are mature enough  to love a person in return, we have every right to choose the best - and thats loving the person that our hearts beat for and being loved in return. yeah. i know, easy for me to say. but thats what i believe and ill hold on to that. its really fun listening to peoples reasonS why they choose what and how they relate it to their experiences. it was a battle fought by two loosing sides hahaha i was there, stuck in the middle. and its my papers wholl burn if i dont finish it by dawn today. im stuck, but im happy. i can relate it with my situation now. stuck being single but  im sosososo happy i get to meet these people who knows me more than i know myself. people who share their stories with me, and i can share my own stories with. voices inside my head tells me "with friends like these drunk bastards and psychotic ladies here, who needs a girlfriend!!!!". its really a comfort for me to meet them. so yeah.before i go places- why dont you choose your own side and tell me why its worth the saliva????? which side are you really on if given a choice, one choice.