naked.

how coul i not scream when shes worth the heartache?

getting into boredom is the easiest thing to do. so here i am again. bored! and when im bored i get busy. i get busy thinking of things- random questions inside my head. random answers that doesnt make sense- for now im thinking why is it so hard to find someone who knows how to commit? why cant people see my efforts? little efforts to improve myself. does it have to be a bigbigbig effort!!!? and do i have to tell them what i did for them to see it? and why are there so many people asking for love when they can just give it instead? forgive me for my ignorance. im a lost soul asking questions all the time and i dont even care if the world will give me answers. all i know is that i should not let this drag me down…havta move and get this cobwebs off my head.