naked.

hey, cmon hold my scar
lets sing our way out of boredom
and share each others secret to life

come and pop that guitar
hold that bottle and pass on that light
this will be the end of a stranger
this will be the start of a new smile

friends come and go
a few geniune people stays true
and i hope you’re one of them who’ll stay
with or without contact
you know im always there
when you need me
just look at the stars
when your lonely
think of this night

(under the moonlight)
we sing our misery and disgust to life
and make them into something positive
something that’ll help us go through life
(under the moonlight)
we try to make sense of this life
sing our hearts out
and drink till our hearts get numb
(under the moonlight)

come and pop that guitar
hold that bottle and pass on that light
this will be the end of a stranger

this will be the start of a new friendship…

my favorite kokamouse painter nicole,

lets ride a bus
and go to random places
talk to strangers
and ask them silly questions
lie at them, lie to ourselves
that the world aint round and there’s more refuge

but before everything
i wish to watch the sunset with your arms around my neck
and while i hold your hands listen to me speak
"lets do this over and over till the worm feast on our corpses" =)

miss you xoXOxo0Oxxo0o0,

xandurrr

nt do you remember me smile when you told me you won’t light more than four? did you saw me staring at you behind the pillow, stalking your shadows as you try not to scare yourself? those are the everyday moments that makes me blank at times, when people think that im smiling for no reason at all those are the times when i want to say alot of things yet i can’t find the right words to tell you i want everything to be perfect but i realized that being with you in the first place is perfect and with that all i have to do is to do my best in every aspect of my life you prepare me for the worst to come i want to say that you’re my light but it’s to freakin cliche- this is the part where i wish that i can invent a word for you when i’m staring at you and you’d wonder what the hell am i thinking you know how i stare back and pretend that i’m just lost and sleepy it’s not entirely true i want to say things, express my feelings, but all i can do is to wish that i can communicate with you without saying word im overwhelmed by your efforts you make me lost- like an enchanting creature leading a mortal into the unexplored world filled with burning candles and precious stones i know i will remember you for the rest of my life breathing with you is the best gift the eternal light passed upon my wastedheart i.miss.you.