behind every silence…
nt do you remember me smile when you told me you won’t light more than four? did you saw me staring at you behind the pillow, stalking your shadows as you try not to scare yourself? those are the everyday moments that makes me blank at times, when people think that im smiling for no reason at all those are the times when i want to say alot of things yet i can’t find the right words to tell you i want everything to be perfect but i realized that being with you in the first place is perfect and with that all i have to do is to do my best in every aspect of my life you prepare me for the worst to come i want to say that you’re my light but it’s to freakin cliche- this is the part where i wish that i can invent a word for you when i’m staring at you and you’d wonder what the hell am i thinking you know how i stare back and pretend that i’m just lost and sleepy it’s not entirely true i want to say things, express my feelings, but all i can do is to wish that i can communicate with you without saying word im overwhelmed by your efforts you make me lost- like an enchanting creature leading a mortal into the unexplored world filled with burning candles and precious stones i know i will remember you for the rest of my life breathing with you is the best gift the eternal light passed upon my wastedheart i.miss.you.
